Author: Sirena

My husband infidelity has change his affections toward me. Our intimacy is no longer there. I struggle with the manner of how he treated me during his relationship with the other woman. He disrespected me because his relationship was or might still be with his employees. I am at a place of uncertainty about my marriage. We is still distant when dealing with the situation of his unfaithfulness. I not sure if he wants this marriage or she just giving the bare minimum toward our marriage until he figures out what he wants.

I haven’t been allowed to see my son, my only child, and my grandchildren for 6 years. It is increasingly unbearable especially since learning they moved over 2 years ago just 10 miles from my home 🙁 my home which is already an increasingly unhealthy environment literally making me medically ill. I’m low income disabled and due to the current housing market have been unable to relocate. I am sick at home or driving away to get clean air to breathe and less noise. These two circumstances together are overwhelmingly depressing. I’m lost. I do know God’s goodness and grace. Apart from Him I have no one, not even boxer dogs I typically adopt and I’m one who needs an emotional support dog due to PTSD from military sexual trauma and PTSD from family trauma. I’m a mess. I need my family before I die and dogs, both of which cannot be a part of my life currently and for some time now. Asking for prayers please, for my family to forgive me, for healing of our family and my poor health, I have Systemic Lupus, cannot be in the sun/heat/humidity. I feel trapped like a POW in my own home (I know there are millions of others around the world feeling that as well for many reasons who also need prayers for safety and healing. In my own way I can relate and sympathize). I know we are to stay focused on Jesus, not this world. I try, however I am also in this world for now, patiently, painfully praying I can see my beloved son Dakota before it’s too late, seeing my grandchildren would be a blessing as well. I love my family 🙁
Thank you.

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Hello & thank you for reading my prayer request. I am submitting a request for prayer help with a new relationship (Scott B & me -Linda C). We have both had a tough past year and are both very hesitant about re-entering the relationship scene. I am active in the church and whereas he once was, he no longer is. I hope to gently bring him back to the fold/flock. I would like for us to love each other with God’s Blessing but even if we just end up best friends, I pray for that outcome as well. I just hope that both Jesus & myself can wiggle our way back into his hurt heart and help heal both of us. In Jesus Name – Amen

I married abusive men in my past. This one I have now is doing his husband duties in a household of men. He disrespects me and uses me for money. He is not respecting our vows as a hetero married couple. He can’t live with me right now. He doesn’t want to work. He talks bad to all of his friends and sits around using marijuana. When he does work he spends his money on him and doesn’t make a sincere effort to pay me back. I get a little government check. I am legally physically disabled. I am in a single person occupant apartment because I need rental history somewhere to get a better place later. I don’t want divorced. It could make me lose some money from social security when he retires. I did a lot of bad things in the past. Please ask God for relief for me. God bless you.

Please let my daughter realize I love her. I have realized my mistake in over protecting her from her dad and over indulging her with money when she was struggling with alcoholism. Whenever I express an opinion NOW. she shuns me..last time for15 months. I’m struggling with explaining to her now about what I did and why. We are totally different in our upbringing. I never was told I was loved by my parents and I believe I overdid it in trying to prove to her that I love her. Now she is not speaking to me AGAIN and I’m miserable. I’m 78, not in good health and need her in my life, but still resentful about how she expected me to take care of her (financially) all her life..even though she was able to do it herself. I need forgiveness for THAT and would pray she could be more understanding about my situation now. I don’t want to die knowing she is SO sensitive to anything I say, has a hair-trigger temper and refuses to talk to me.

Please let my daughter realize I love her. I have realized my mistake in over protecting her from her dad and over indulging her with money when she was struggling with alcoholism. Whenever I express an opinion NOW. she shuns me..last time for15 months. I’m struggling with explaining to her now about what I did and why. We are totally different in our upbringing. I never was told I was loved by my parents and I believe I overdid it in trying to prove to her that I love her. Now she is not speaking to me AGAIN and I’m miserable. I’m 78, not in good health and need her in my life, but still resentful about how she expected me to take care of her (financially) all her life..even though she was able to do it herself. I need forgiveness for THAT and would pray she could be more understanding about my situation now. I don’t want to die knowing she is SO sensitive to anything I say, has a hair-trigger temper and refuses to talk to me.