It is too much abuse when the people who have something against you speak up inside you then lie. I feel they do this to me. I do not have to live with this or the way things have happened to me or my life with my son being made to make me look like someone who will look like a loser to him forever. I have done what I could to be someone by now for him. How come people act like when I think something it humiliates them and puts them in this shame and embarrassment and makes me look so abnormal and dumb? How come people have held my life hostage so long and never let me live a life?
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