To Ezra,
The first thing I wanna do is ask for forgiveness for bringing you into a world where there’s so much hate & not enough love, secondly I wanna ask for forgiveness for circumstances of how I conceived you, mommy has made a lot of terrible mistakes in her life but you Ezra you by far was the very first thing I’ve ever did right and I count you as a privilege.
So I dedicate this prayer to you and for you and Also for me because I needed you!
Lord I come to broken, devastated, traumatized but also humble as I know how. I know it’s been a long time since I’ve seek you for help but I need your guidance and love at this very moment as I wanna say thank you for this beautiful baby boy you chose me to be the mother of lord I thank you my heart is filled with so much love, happiness, so much joy!
However, I’m instantly hit with regrets, guilt, doubt…
I wanted to be married and financially free , before creating a family, I want my son to see me loved and valued properly and the other way round. I never want him to see me struggle, broken, or unloved
Go I cry out to you as low as I am I need you like never before!
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