Tonight I beg you to remove the pain I feel everyday. I want to walk and wake up everyday with peace. I want to move on. Be Happy.Not feeling guilty for moving on. I need your strength Father. I know my husband is celebrating his life in heaven. I feel protected by him everyday. Sometimes I can’t understand Why I am going thru this. 26 years old and I faced the worst anyone can go through. My husband served the army and protected us from our enemy lines.. Please forgive him for his sins. Forgive me for my sins. Give me the strength Lord to wake up everyday with a reason to live. Please Father I beg you to remove any suicidal thoughts. Give me happiness Lord.Give me Acceptance.
In the name of our Father,