I am currently wanting to end my abusive marriage. I entered the marriage thinking it would be forever, but I can’t continue like this. My husband is so controlling & abusive to me & our children. All but the oldest. He won’t let us out of the house he yells & screams & puts us down & calls us names & breaks things all for no reason.
I have to beg to go anywhere even to church or to go to appointments or to even see my family. He fuses if I ask for money for the bills or for help with anything. We are told who we can be friends with or have any kind of contact with even family. We are told what we are aloud to eat & what we are aloud to watch or do. We are told what music to listen to.
He has hit me threatened to kill me & make it look like I killed myself or left him & our children. He has told me if I ever try to report him or leave him & take the kids I better hope he can’t find me or he’ll beat the “doodle” out of me or kill me.I have no where to go he has gotten rid of friends and my own family won’t come around anymore. We are alone.
I have had to take beatings from him for no reason & to protect my children. I am tired of being accused of cheating everyday. Its uncalled for. I can’t take this abuse anymore & neither can our children. The house im renting is in my name but he has made it clear I can’t survive without his help with the bills.
I pray everyday for a means to support me & our children without him. I pray for him to just leave us so we don’t have to live in fear anymore. That we may be free of him in glory to god.