I don’t know how to pray, i don’t know if there is a protocol or a order of things and I’ll be honest; Im not a believer in the spiritual, the divine and religion as a whole. But I’m completely at a loss and i can’t see a practical solution. I have 3 children, 12yo girl, 10yo boy and a 8yo girl. They live in the Netherlands with their mother. Ive been with them all from birth utill last year when i got kicked out of the house by their mother. Im not dutch and i had nowhere to go or to rent, i had to go back to Norway and living with my sister, still working my job in amsterdam, but 100% remotely. Im allowed to fly to come see them once every few months for 2-3 days then i fly back again ( i wish i could just stay but their mother is not the negotiating type.) So im not in a position to just rent a place closeby them, let alone buy a house in the area.
I’m sure that is a lot more detailed and convoluted than it could have been, but it just boils down to this:
God, I’m at a total loss, without my kids and knowing each day they miss their father and each day is a part of their childhood and growing up that we will never regain.
Please bring us together again so that our lives can be whole again. If somehow im blessed and my kids get their father back i will in that instant stop all of the nonsense ive been doing in my life and never again be in dark places ever again.
They truly are my purpose and without them I feel useless and evil
Please, help me be their father again
Amen
I
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