Married 40 yrs, I do not have a supportive partner, everything around the home & paperwork is my job, then I added being the janitor at my community church building, another huge responsibility, my 2 grandchildren were brought to me by social services to care for, 3 weeks in, I had to pass the 7 yr old to his paternal grandfather, keeping the 6 month baby girl, my only sister was diagnosed with AM L, I was not a match to give her a bone marrow transplant, my companion pet died, little to no help, 7 months later, I can not quit crying, feel angry being around my family, avoid church & friends, I quit my job, passed my grand daughter on to a foster family. I feel like I’ve failed my granddaughter, my church. Think I’ve had a nervous breakdown & do not know how to move past this, feel unable to spiritually pray .
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