In 2010 I lost my love of my life in a tragic work accident. Chris was a fallen firefighter from Bradley Arkansas and a farmer, cop, and everyone’s friend. In August 2010 my whole life changed in five minutes. In October I was married to Chris older brother and we continue to live across fields of corn or beans for 8 years. Lots of prayers answered and lots of lessons learned hard way. By 2017 Ray my husband was bad work addicted in best way possible. And a bad diabetic and stubborn man I ever met in my life and his parents also. We adopted two girls sisters from drug parents but saved us with their hearts and smiles. We had hard times and by 2017 Ray had half leg left and was still working every day to provide for his family. Ray has no children by blood but at his funeral he had forty children claiming him as Dad. We lost Rays Dad in 2018 his Mom in 2019 and ten years twenty one days after our marriage November 21 2020. And then there was six children and then there was two girls and me. For last two half years we have struggled hardest years ever for me. But God has us still here loving each other and God more than ever. Things was looking up I thought when I come through two major surgeries in last two months with great results. And now the dang devil trying to steal our happiness away again. My son now 28 has had three good Dads and his real Dad Jerry hasn’t been in his life much but they do have a realationship and it’s okay. But tonight his Dad was taking to er for heart attack issues and chest pains. I have a daughter who is 23 now and this will be her forth father to lose. Lord God Jesus Christ give them the prayers and understanding and peace they all need. If it’s your will send that Dad home with a kick in heart to get him right so he can cowboy up and help with our only son on this hard journey of loving and losing so many people men Dads. Lord remind Lane You was his Father first and always. Lord make Lane and my girls shine like new because of Gods promises. I ask for prayers for extraordinary strength for this Momma to be strong enough for them all when time comes because I know it’s going to be hard for me and Jesus is only prayers now. We have lost so much and we are just rebuilding our family God I ask for complete rebuilding of my family and children in months to come be healthy and loving months and years growing with children and grands soon. In Jesus name I pray Amen
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