I always had good grades, I was always the first in my class. I’m in 12th grade, since 11th grade my grades are very low, I feel dumb, I used to have good grades and be proud of me and my work, I feel like I’m going to school just to be present but there is nothing paying there because I don’t have the grades i study for. I’m ashamed of myself, of what my chemistry and maths teacher would think about me, that I’m a bad student, even tho I study hard. Maybe sometime im procrastinating, watching videos on YouTube, doing unnecessary things, I admit this, but anyway I don’t understand why all of a sudden things are going like that, in my personal life too my family and me have a lot of issues going on, and it is very hard to endure. I hope everything will go fine soon, I’m the only hope for my family, I need to study hard, get accepted in the medical university, become a doctor and make my family proud it is my biggest dream, since I’m a child. I don’t want to give up but everything seems like obstacles in front of me… Jesus you are my only hope please help me I don’t want to drown in the water, please pull me out
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