Devotional

As long as I live I will pay but I did a good job taking the punches, I did a good job taking the manipulation and the whole I love you speech then get coned afterwards, hey why not, I encourage god to tell everyone that everything is okay, no one has to worry, because … Continue reading “Everything”

I am a best sinner sinner on earth, but I want revival in Christ Jesus. I want to feel God’s spirit within me. I long for a new life in God.

Holy Week, Thursday April 18th, Praise Report and Persistent, Persevering Daily Prayer Request to The Heavenly Father, My Lord JESUS CHRIST THE KING, ST. PEREGRINE, OUR LADY OF LOURDES St. Jude, Sacred Heart of Jesus and All Ye Holy Angels, Archangels and Saints, l implore Your intercession. Please Lord accept my conversation with You. Please … Continue reading “Eternal Father, unto Thee l lament Daily. Please do not forsake me. I beg You. Thank You Lord Jesus Christ”

Lord Jesus, there is no other God besides you who can deliver me from the feeling of insecurity. I need you to make me feel secure in who I am in you. It’s not that I need someone to take the place of the empty place within myself, it’s the fulfillment of your love and … Continue reading “A prayer for God to protect me”

As I was swinging from the metal bars on the playground, I see one person and a celebrity and now explain to me about my body.

Is something wrong with me or is my mom always on my back and does she know anything?!

Dear Abba, I know I belong to you. In Jesus name,please hear and answer my prayers.

I take responsibility for everything and everyone, I am a absolutely low life that deserves to be gas out and be called a rapist by someone who pretend to like me, now one by one as it is happening show me everything I. Secret nothing hidden and as you god are all powerful use my … Continue reading “Everything”

Soul swapping is wrong, and I’m going to be who know one likes, ask the ones who decided to gas me out, any track back to how it started and ask god to take it from there I’m not doing nothing, one by one, show me who to stay away from.

Explain what wrong with where I’m living.

Lord Jesus I plead for your mercy upon me and my family. I need a job, I need breakthrough in my handwork because it seems not to be moving well. I need grace to serve you in truth. I pray for my life partner to locate me where ever he is in Jesus name. Amen

Father God, I’m asking you to direct my path. I want you to lead me in a path of righteousness. I am definitely trying to do a good work in you. I just need to know the will for my life. The number one thing you did make clear to me is that you want … Continue reading “To God be the Glory”

Give everyone the confirmation that it’s okay they don’t have to worry about anything, no guilty conscious and besides guilty consciousness is only for people who do wrong things, what happen was mostly funny and a laughable story to tell people about it should never affect your life to move on to another partner.

Let the blood groups after me stay pure.

My observations is with people who don’t like me, is that they want you to entertain them, it’s funny but that’s what they want, I chose not to, I took responsibility and life solved the problem I don’t have no issues with any or any type of love for these people but what I can … Continue reading “Everything”

I will like to thank God, for everyone around me and teaching me that it’s not “treat people how you’d like to be treated” but instead it’s treat people the way they asked to be treated, in this one it requires common sense and common knowledge of life, and I’m thankful forever that it happens … Continue reading “Everything/Mental health”

I respect rules as rules and I believe we should be punished for having older girls go out with a young guy, but in my case I didn’t know better, but it’s okay, I’m outside willing to take the beating, I respect the treatment I get and I accept humans as they are and I … Continue reading “Everything”

If I’m supposed to get married which I highly doubt, find me, someone of my kind, probably not fully human or something.

Heavenly Father, Over the years I realized the way people treat you, is the way they would like to be treated, they don’t want kindness they had enough of that at home, it’s kinda like how the girls go after the bad boys that mistreat them, except these girls treat the bad boys nicely, now … Continue reading “Everything”

That I develop and maintain a spiritual relationship with God regardless of situations as well as circumstances. Daily…

Heavenly Father, I was told I’m glad I’m never going to see you again, so I accept that, so I don’t understand how I look so retarded to not understand a simple thing like that. And then if I’m supposed to leave where do I go?! Anyway I guess I was hated so much it … Continue reading “Everything”

Heavenly Father, As a former sensitivity issue filled person, I gotta admit I did had too much of it, if I can handle everything there are no excuses, almost none should be accepted unless it’s the reasonable ones, anyway give the guy a girl that he appreciate and I will find one of my kind, … Continue reading “Everything”

Prayer for our plan marriage if we plan quickly because you know in our hearts pray that the hand of the Lord is upon us and they were flourishing his Blessing and see the power of his mind and everything we’ve talked and everything we said our price he’ll bring forth the blessings of God … Continue reading “Two Joining As One His Hand And Blessings”

Please pray for me for my husband and I for GOD to draw us closer to him. For provision and finances to help us raise our children thankyou for your prayers

I help as much as I can, I’ll live my life, and save money for whatever surgery I need. I was the joke at least I served my purpose it was a good one ask them.

No television, show me everything unseen, no fear, should regrets should be here.

Heavenly Father, They are happy and got a wife or husband in their lives now please keep me away from them, it’s not like they even want something from me anymore they just want me to drop dead, I figured it out myself. Amen

Tell me what my execution is going to be like, I have to pay for my mistake anyway, let the other people do as they like.

I accept everything that was given but that does matter to me anymore I got over it, it was funny, and I agree, but I will like to get back to living my life regularly, and I mastered it myself.

I need prayers for God to give me strength every day. See I have mitochondria a disease. I have two young kids. I can’t give up with this. I ask the Lord to heal me

Heavenly Father, Tell them I will see them on Facebook, most definitely, tell them I go under the name Natasha look me up. Amen I don’t want anything from them I need to move on I am not loved I don’t want love from them, I was shown love by them already and they enjoyed … Continue reading “Everything”

Loving God, I pray that you will comfort me in my suffering, lend skill to the hands of my healers, and bless the means used for my cure. Give me such confidence in the power of your grace, that even when I am afraid, I may put my whole trust in you; through our Savior … Continue reading “Healing from depression”

You said thank you next I’m so ungrateful I probably was ungrateful until I learn how to love everything, it the most beautiful feeling when you don’t like someone and constantly get on them I know, I liked it too, call me whatever you like, I solved my own problem so why don’t you keep … Continue reading “Everything”

I hear complain about people not liking him, so what people don’t like me either and I got beat everyday, and I handle it well, if you know you can’t handle something don’t go into it.

Heavenly Father, Thank you, I don’t feel bad at all, all I know is punishment is death anyway, either way I die. Amen

Heavenly Father, I am making a cake should I be careful who I am making it for?! No wrong ideas and not intending to bride people to like me, nothing like that. Amen

Heavenly Father, As I come face to face with my death sentence, give everything to the person who wants it, I’m not going to be responsible for anything else after its done. Amen

Heavenly Father, I took everything I needed so I have nothing to be unhappy about. Amen

Heavenly Father, Do not have mercy on me am learning so much about emotional people, I don’t want anyone of these people near my property, I took the bullet for everyone in the family, I don’t accept less than that, give me what I deserve, I am in a position where I don’t let people … Continue reading “Everything”

Heavenly Father, I take responsibility for everything, I realized if a woman can give birth she don’t need no act of kindness, she’s just like the guys in my eyes, so I encourage you to tell everyone to do whatever they like to me, because humanity is humanity what they did is the definition of … Continue reading “Everything”

Seriously if I’m supposed to start a new life and move out to a new city why don’t I have money to do it?! I mean yes you can make fun of me that part of human nature, but common sense is lacking here isn’t it?!

My Lord and My God, creator of heaven and earth. I acknowledge you as my everything and the lifter up of my soul. Father, please restore my intimacy with you, sometimes I find it hard to stay spiritually connected, I allow myself get drifted and overwhelmed with everything that’s not going right with my life … Continue reading “Prayer for restoration in my spiritual life and relationships”

Heavenly father, I don’t have enough money, not even to pay a rent, and I’m supposed to be dead and my driving instructor supposed to be injured or something, but you are all powerful, come here and show yourself to me with everything happening, the mockery, and everything, and give me revelation on the churches … Continue reading “Everything”

Tell God, Keep laughing, and doing everything you do, you are helping people grow, and your parents will be proud look at how we turned out, you can’t even stay home in people, and I’m chilling, so keep up the good work, God will be so proud of you guys, and you won’t get into any … Continue reading “Do not run away”

Heavenly father, I stayed out, I was asked to leave, any more issues take it up with the people who said I was stalking them, I don’t want anything does with them and anything to do with their lives. Amen

Heavenly Father, Tell the driver I learned my lesson I don’t want to be near her son, tell her to tell him to keep up the work he usually does, I don’t know him by anything other than that anyway. Amen

Lord, I pray to enlighten me and give me full understanding of how I commit myself to you. Guide me and strengthen me that I may give my life in service to your will to obey and follow you with all my heart, my will ,my strength and my soul. I do not know how, … Continue reading “Prayer for giving my heart to God”

Heavenly Father, My mom says I’m not happy and if she had my lIfe she’s going to teach me happiness, so give her it, so I can know where I’m going wrong with happiness and she can teach me. Amen

Heavenly father, I will apologize for following people who said I follow them, and I will have no more contact with them or their families, I will continue to take my beating like I deserve. Amen

Heavenly Father, Nice try, can we do something new, it’s the same old thing over and over, any way you can follow me but it changes nothing, I won’t get in the gates, but law is still law, I can’t run from it. Amen