I’ve not had the greatest standing relationship with God in these past month if not the last two and a half years, God has not abandoned me, but I have gone radio silent on him. I have fallen right back into my old habits and ways. I am a mother of 4 and I have failed them by putting our very roof over our heads in jeopardy. I cost myself my very good job. And have now been abused both physically spiritually and verbally by the man I chose to bring into my home. I thought it would stop but it’s gotten worse. He isn’t even the father of my children, he’s someone I met online back in March and I went online seeking for something I should have seeked from God. I allowed myself to completely throw away everything that God has blessed me with. God I need you and choose to stand in your presence admitting all my sins, I know I have sinned against you, and your so gracious and merciful that you are right there with open arms. God I know I’m not supposed to fear. But I can’t help but feel lots of fear and the situation I’ve put my family into and what I did to myself. God I really need you. I’m being told I have to leave by October 1st and I don’t have a place or money for my kids to get a place
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