I feel broken. My 19 yr old son passed last October from a rare genetic brain disease. Ever since, I feel completely broken. There are some good days, but mostly my days are spent thinking of him and feeling sad. My heart aches constantly and I dont know how I’m going to navigate this world the rest of my life without him. My faith has been weakened because I prayed and prayed that God would heal him, or at least take the disease from him and give it to me. I know he answered my prayer of healing because my son is with him in heaven now, but I was hoping for a miracle so we could enjoy him and have him here with us. I just don’t know how or what to feel anymore about prayer, God or my faith. I feel like the devil is winning and I don’t want to give him the satisfaction. Please pray for me for strength !!
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