I suffered a stroke in January 2017 from a drug overdose. I hit my head on the sink in the bathroom and passed out. I woke up a few days later in the hospital. I suffered bleeding to the brain and now I have short term memory lost and my speech was majorly affected. I also suffered numbness on the upper right side of my body which now has returned. However my speech has not returned to normal. Since my stroke I pretty much stay in my room to myself because I hate talking. I feel like people can’t understand me. I am the mother of 11 year old twins and I’m setting a horrible example by staying in my room but I really don’t enjoy begin around people since my stroke. My girls are learning how to be anti-social because they watch me. I’m seriously lucky to be alive and I know this affects my oldest daughter because she was the one that found me in the bathroom. Since my stroke my girls and I have experienced great lost. My mother passed away in June of 18 and she helped raise my girls, and then my aunt died in January of 2019 and then my cousin died in January 2020. So there has been quite a bit of lost in this family and my kids have witnessed it all. They are pretty well rounded but I still worried about their mental health. I just miss talking and miss have my voice which isn’t what it use to be and because of that I try to talk less as possible and stay hidden in my room so I don’t have to interact. However that is getting old and my cousin is on my case about it. I just need prayer because I suffer in silence and I feel no one understands. I miss my mom and aunt too and that fuels my depression as well. I just need prayer all around.
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