We have been together 27 years and 26 of those as a couple. My wife was a virgin when we got married. She is truly a Christian wife/woman. In 1997 we lost our children to a miscarriage. Then various other stuff happened quickly together. Then I went off the deep end and was put on very powerful medicine for bipolar they said!! Now after 14 years I am successfully off them and back ready to regain my life now all this was thanks to God and my wife who never cheated or left stood by my side and never gave up hope on me!! Now I constantly worry about dying and leaving her all alone in this world she clearly does not know or understand! She was very sheltered and never alone up until we got married. I love her dearly and we are doing great but all those meds caused me to have a stroke and other unseen medical stuff just finding out. I just worry if I die someone will hurt her and it just drives me crazy every day. God got me off the meds and I need help yet again so much has recently happened and it is nerve-racking. But I will not go back to those meds ever!!
My wife is a true Christian and I worry about her constantly now if I were not here what would happen to her?? Please pray God will step in and help in his will whatever it might be?? I just need to devote full time to my wife instead of worrying!!
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