In the past 7 months, my job closed down unexpectedly and I have not found another fulltime job. My tenants one I had to evict the other one has been diagnosed with three types of cancer and is hospitalized. My car and my sons car broke down. The man whom I had been in a long term relationship with and that I thought I was getting married to this year left me for someone else that he had been cheating with for over a year. He is a pastor and she is too. He tells me that God confirmed that she was suppose to be his spouse because I wasn’t going to be able to handle the ministry. Although, I had been fasting and asking God to show me about the relationship, I was not prepared for that. The past 7 months have been difficult emotionally, spiritually, and financially for me. God has removed all distractions from me to clearly spend quiet time with him. Please pray that He reveals what it is that I need to get from this other than him telling me to trust him. Pleas pray for my broken heart while I walk by faith and not by sight and wait patiently on God.