My prayer request is for healing, including psychologically from everything that happen in NYC and to me during the summer of 2020, it was horror, deadly and severe. And, it affected me severely and I’m damaged from it all and from 2020 overall. Thinking I’m near to death ever since then, the fear of losing my life. Whole point of this pandemic. I also pray to change my overall words and thoughts and I pray I do my part to do them. So I can reshape my reality. I pray against my fear of getting hit by vehicles alone feel like I’m putting that fear over myself so it can just happen. I pray for to break that mess off of me permanently in Jesus name. I pray to not ever cross any street that a vehicle is blocking the crosswalk, overall. I pray to not ever to do it in Jesus name. My mind fixated on it. I pray to always have God’s Protection for my overall-being and pray to do my part to always protect myself and be vigilant, cautious overall. And, to pray for God’s protection over me daily. I pray against premature death. In Psalm 91, I pray for longevity and pray to do my part always and totally for it. I pray to always take care of myself altogether and I pray to do my part as well. I have been hanging on to my dear life, literally and recently. I pray to let go of it, but not in a physical death way in Jesus name and pray to do my part as well of letting it go. Also, to know that I have a purpose for my life to fulfill by God. In addition, I will let go and let God in general and I pray to do my part of it. I pray I believe and know that I’m enough, self-esteem-wise and altogether. I pray I will do my part to believe/know that I’m enough. As well as doing my part to build up and have stable & healthy self-esteem, like having God-confidence. In addition, I pray always be in prayer and the Word of God daily, even if it’s one verse once a while. And, I know that I’m not going to do everything perfect, but I want to do both of them correctly. Also, pray to do my part doing them and correctly also applying the Bible to my overall life daily. Furthermore, I pray that I will meet the rapper French Montana in-person this year of 2021, even though all of us are still under this pandemic and I pray I do my part to make sure of it and do it. Cause, it’s a part of God’s Will to lead to something else. Lastly, I pray to get health care this year for myself and pray to do what I got to do to get it. I pray that my mother will quit this water office cooler thing altogether as soon as possible, including canceling the subscription of it, because it’s ill.
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