Dear Lord, Thank you for getting me through another long day. It was stressful going to the mail box today, but, as they say, no news is good news. I pray each day I get through all this. I do not know if and when it will come to me, I just hope all is alright and there are no questions later on. I need your guidence and strength to get me through each day. I want to be able to live again without worry of what tomarrow might bring. I am trying to put my trust in you, Lord. Right now, I do not know if I am in denial or I just don’t know. I need you to help me through all this. I need you in my life and I am trying to do what is the right thing so I do not have to pay the price for it if I fail. I have had a traumatic life off and on as a child with being mentally and phyically abused by a parent who had mental problems. I am struggling to over-come being shunned and somewhat bullied by my piers as I put it. I am use to it after four years and I am quite aware I am not liked and wanted out a long time ago. They’ve shown me a form of disrepect for my feelings as a human being and they are suppose to be Christains. I have come to not allow it to bother me as much since there is nothing I can do to change it. It is what it is. O Lord, please get me through the days, weeks and even months ahead without any problems. I have put you first in my life and you are my Saviour. I pray for my friend, Sara, who has a skin cancer on her forehead that was not completely removed and has to go back into surgery to get the rest of it out. I pray for my friends, Janet and Trish, who are disabled and in pain and alone with no one to help them at times. I pray you ease their suffering. I pray for all my friends who are in need of your help. I am thankful for your many many blessings, Lord. You have been so good to me and I am so grateful for you in so many ways. I love you, Lord and I know your love is great. In your name I pray. AMEN
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