Thank You Lord

Dear Lord, Thank you for getting me through another long day. It was stressful going to the mail box today, but, as they say, no news is good news. I pray each day I get through all this. I do not know if and when it will come to me, I just hope all is alright and there are no questions later on. I need your guidence and strength to get me through each day. I want to be able to live again without worry of what tomarrow might bring. I am trying to put my trust in you, Lord. Right now, I do not know if I am in denial or I just don’t know. I need you to help me through all this. I need you in my life and I am trying to do what is the right thing so I do not have to pay the price for it if I fail. I have had a traumatic life off and on as a child with being mentally and phyically abused by a parent who had mental problems. I am struggling to over-come being shunned and somewhat bullied by my piers as I put it. I am use to it after four years and I am quite aware I am not liked and wanted out a long time ago. They’ve shown me a form of disrepect for my feelings as a human being and they are suppose to be Christains. I have come to not allow it to bother me as much since there is nothing I can do to change it. It is what it is. O Lord, please get me through the days, weeks and even months ahead without any problems. I have put you first in my life and you are my Saviour. I pray for my friend, Sara, who has a skin cancer on her forehead that was not completely removed and has to go back into surgery to get the rest of it out. I pray for my friends, Janet and Trish, who are disabled and in pain and alone with no one to help them at times. I pray you ease their suffering. I pray for all my friends who are in need of your help. I am thankful for your many many blessings, Lord. You have been so good to me and I am so grateful for you in so many ways. I love you, Lord and I know your love is great. In your name I pray. AMEN

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