First of all Father God thank you for another day, for another chance to breath.
Father God I never know the right things to say I really don’t know how to pray but you know what it is that gets in my way. I don’t want this life any more father please I ask no I beg of you to take this demon out of my mind and my heart take away the urges the cravings. Help me to be the person I once was again clean happy sober. I don’t want to end up back in jail Lord, and I need to stay clean to stay out but most of all so thy I can make room for you in my life, in my heart. I’m older now and I’m hurting and so tired. Father set me free from this dark place, I’ve tried to do it on my own and I can’t do it. I need you. I need your help. Please father God guide me lead me and protect me.
Amen.