I have been dealing with an illness that little know about or how to help with. Those that do are 100,000 of miles away and it’s expensive. This has taken over my life. I spend at least 3 days a week at doctors, my job which is already a stress only makes worse, I live in fear of what horrific embarrassing thing could happen next, and my family life is diminishing because if not sick I’m too worried about being sick or what other stressor I have happening. I ask why in every prayer and beg to not have to do this anymore. If God is with me then where and why.? I wonder if money, if the job, if…wasn’t an issue would that change what’s happening. As I’m off to my 3rd Dr for week I’m praying for some new answer that hasn’t been there before.
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