I am going a lot right im even having suicidal thoughts. I am 52 yrs old , leaving with my mother because i dont have a job and cant find out resulting from having a criminal record. My life’s choices have made my family detest me,understanding they.regars me a failure. Last month pf February has been the worst. I had a physical fight with my niece calling me all kinds pf names and telling me to get out the house. My mother meanwhile is in hospital. I honestly would not hit anybody. I know im a big cowered. She was literally following me when i was trying to run away from because i could tell she was livid and drunk. She tried to hit me when i blocked and just gave her a big smack. My other sisters witnessed everything that happened but when they told the mother of my niece, i was the wrong one. Everyone said they were tired of me and wanted to leave the house and they dont care where i go. I’ve never been hurt like that in my life. I have 3 months to find a place. Im not working g. Im scared and i told them its OK, i will go away permanently…to me that meant i will kill myself. I need God so much. I need God to also forgive me before i take my life. Please help me!
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