Pls God help me to overcome this battle I would have never believed I’d be in this place still. It has taken over my life I can’t stay clean my relationship with family and friends ( which I have none but one) is almost non-existent I’m alone often depressed about life- recently I got invited with someone whom I knew better ( my spirit was warning me) and we became users together I loaned her money ( that I told her was for a bill) and now she won’t pay me back she lives across from me in apt complex!!! This has broken me further and a huge deal I lost my job!! I’m so ashamed how do I continue with life it’s all happening to fast PLEASE God help me!!!!