Dear Heavenly Father God I come before you with a broken heart. The loss of my son , his death caused so much heartache and pain. I turned to drugs and drinking thinking father God that it would ease the pain. Lord I confess with my mouth right now Father God I was wrong. Please forgive me for my stupidity. Take my way of thinking and cast it refill my mind with all of you Lord. Align my heart with yours God I want you to take whatever is not of you Lord and make me whole and holy purify me through the holy Spirit. Make me the woman that you made me to be. My eyes are fixed on you. My heart belongs to you. I must remembered the 20 beautiful years you gave me my son. You blessed me to be his mother and him to be my son. Thank you for choosing me Father God. He was saved. And I know you hold him now in your arms. Please just give me the strength that I need to become a better mother to my other kids, and grandkids. I love you God for opening my eyes and giving me the vision to see my mistakes. You are truly amazing father God and even through my darkest days you were right there with me walking me through it. And I am forever thankful of you. This tragedy has caused many many life changing events to take place in not only my life but for my family as well. But Lord as for me and my household we will serve the Lord. We are not purfect that’s why we ask that you please forgive our sins. From this moment forward My God I will change what I can to make me a. Better person. And if it’s your will o lord for me to work for the Sheriff’s dept to help others that are lost and that don’t believe in themselves please open doors for me as I put an end to my past employer to give me peace of mind so that I can move forward. That job has been a blessing to me for 18 years and I once loved it. But with the similarities in accidents that took Johnny’s life. It’s a constant reminder and I want to move forward and move on. I will never forget our precious beloved Johnny. Please My God I’m Jesus name I pray and give you my life help me make the right decisions and help me to turn this tragedy around for the better. I believe in you while heartedly and my faith in you is stronger than ever before . I want to live the life that you Lord have for me. I give all praise and glory to you Lord thank you for blessing me with the best children I am forever thankful. I give all glory and praise to you Father. In Jesus name Amen!!
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