I pray that these addictions , and my forgetfulness in knowing that the holy spirit and my Father in heaven ,also his son Jesus Christ, knows what I am doing before I do. To trust in his will and grace and to humble myself always before my Almighty. I have to learn to walk in his way and not to stop trusting in Him. I pray always I just don’t know if I am praying for the right things,all the time . I feel like my family and myself are distant no matter how hard I try to talk to my family. I just want to make my saviour proud of me and learn how to accept the blessings that he has already made plans for me to accept. I just need to know how to be better. I try to help when I can not expecting something in return. I just feel like I’m all alone som days . Even though I know I never am alone, when I have my Lord,and Saviour on my side. I can’t shake a feeling that I have a curse that some one has put in my life . No matter how hard I try to get ahead in life I just keep getting knocked back to square one. I know there is power in prayer, please pray for me always. Thank you