Selfishly I left our home
Took my share and started again.
I didnt think of him and them
I thought that this way was best.
I was so wrong, the harm is done
Hearts are broken, the money gone, and no more way home.
Today I ask for help, for forgiveness and peace,
So that I may return to England, take my children home.
Close to their Dad and Family, and heal the harm Ive done.
I miss my other country, that is where we belong.
I cant turn back the clock, but pray for the right amount of money to allow us home.