Need prayer for sobriety, I’m struggling with substance abuse, along with my daughter was sexually assaulted and she is mentally ill. And I struggle all my life wanting love from my mom that I think I would never receive, I am the only child and I have 3 children 2 grown daughters 22 & 21 and my son is 16, and I just want peace and to be to a better mom to them, we are in the process of trying to move from where we are , me & my 2 children, my oldest is with my mom , my turned her against me for money reasons, and she want my love , every time we try to get close my mom step in some ways and sabotage it, I am tired of using substance to relieve my pain, I work and in the process of getting a permanent job , because the job I’m on is contracting and it barely pays the bills, we sometimes don’t have food, but we find away . I just want prayer to stay clean to be a better mom for my 3 kids and for my daughters to be close again. Thank you for your prayers.