My Mother is dying from severe major depression and I need help dealing with the pain and guilt that I’m not helping enough and I’ve intensified it for her. I’ve helped my Dad hurt her financially please God forgive me. I need comfort I feel trapped in a cold world full of sinners unwilling to help their fellow brothers and sisters. I’m surrounded emotionally by atheists and it has tricked me to mock the existence of God. This pain is too heavy I need my belief back in God. Thank you for the knowledge Jesus thank you for dying for all of us. I’ve been blaspheming deeply in my anger and discomfort. I don’t want to hurt others, help me help them please I want to lift others up with guidance and encouragement. Help me bite my tongue and think before speaking PLEASE. Please guide my dear forsaken Mother to you, she needs you as she has been surrounded by demons for what should have been the best years of her life. She has lost all earthly pleasures due to others she has endured a life of trauma, illness and suffering. Please help her. I’m not ready to loose her but she needs a renewed existence your grace. Help me believe you are real, I want to believe. Have her pain and suffering have been for me so I’ll realize you’re there?! This can’t be it–Her life can’t be full of torture at the hands of others for nothing. I don’t want her to have to pay for her soul with mine Dear God with deepest sincerity please save us both. Please help me guide my spouse to you, he is a good man but he is an atheist. Sometimes I’m very ungrateful to him due to fear and paranoia that he has foul intentions to harm me. Even if that’s true I am strong enough to endure anything you with You, God and your son Jesus Christ by my side. Please aide me to treat him better to show him you through me. Here on earth my family means the most to me. Please help me be a better parent and sense when my children need more emotional support. I need more emotional support too. Please bring my children comfort and shield them from sorrow. It’s not my husband’s duty or job to comfort me please bring my marriage peace and healing.
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