I have made a mess of my life, i have trusted man over God. i havent spent much time in my bible. i have become so obsessed with a man. i have wasted the last two years. Being in this relationship, i have ended up with jealousy issues, i lost a good job by listening to wrong advice. i am in a really bad job now too. i cannot get the man in my life off my mind. He had issues when we first got together. He had affairs with others before me, but since meeting me says for the first time he’s committed to us, he lives with his ex who is a lot older for mutual support. He has just started believing in God. The bottom line is, will God ever forgive me for putting another first place. I do have ptsd and anxiety too which isn’t helpful. I feel like a bad person and although i have recommitted my life to Christ i feel like because i have back slidden he won’t forgive me. Could you pray that Jesus will accept me back. i read about the sheep that got away, also about the prodigal son, but i feel like that is not allowed for me. i am so messed up and mixed up.
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