Lord please heal me or change me in order for me to see humility that l can passed or go beyond my circumstances especially in dealing my husband’s narcissism l am exhausted and worn out of his toxic n very disfunction behavior and has a hard acknowledging in his own hearts, he is not a Godly person to begin with he has a hardtime connecting himself spiritually he has a porn addiction in years as well Lord you know all of it, l surrendering everything in you l sm tired of everything who he is…l cannot everything away from if ever l miss my responsibility being a wife with him please forgive me…l am human that l want him to see my needs l need your help Lord in fixing it to your well n your ways help me to be patience yo all of this condition of my marriage, l lost balance of faith from time to time….please forgive me Lord.