I love my GOD, My husband has an addictions, he is drinking alcohol, he is mean, he lies, he has taking our marriage through a lot. I have no say so and the say so is not what he wants to hear. Lord this is hard I love him and its been 30 plus years, he is so different and cruel when he is drinking, I plead the blood of Jesus Christ over all that is mentioned there are days I am afraid to come home or even talk because he seems driven by a devil without care. Help me , him and our marriage. I know he loves me there is a demon that moves him to disaster. Amen