I struggle with depression, anxiety and panic attacks, PSTD and thyroid issues that only make my depression and anxiety worse- sometimes so badly that I have chest pains and bouts of crying even though I’m on medication for all of it. Am going through some major lifetime changes, retiring earlier cos of my health issues and mental health issues. I worry about the future even though I have a fiancé who totally wants to take care of me but it’s so hard to be dependent on someone else cos of how I was raised. I always worry if I’m good enough for him cos he’s so amazing, gives me unconditional love, loves me at my worst, makes me laugh when I feel like crying, always sweet and caring.