My daughter has not spoke to me in two years not at any holidays birthdays nothing she has always been our little girl our only girl,Thanksgiving has always been special time for me to cook for everybody as our family has grown but this year neither my son and his wife nor my daughter came it hurt so bad I started to drink again a month sober and I let Satan back in to my life I’ve repented and beg God for forgiveness but I fill like He hates me all over again I’m 60 years old and have never felt loved by no one but my 2 sons and daughter and my 3 grand children.My husband hates me we have been to gether for 42 years and only the first 5 years he loved me.i don’t think I can ever go to heaven I’ll never be good enough,my husband tells me all the time God does not want to hear from me and I end up believing him,life is hopeless for me
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