7 years ago, I married a man whom I truly did not know if I wanted to marry or if I was marrying him because I was forced to get married. My boyfriend and father of almost two at the time had come to visit myself and our children and couldn’t make it back home due to lack of funds. Well fast forward, we are married now with three children and within this time we have been through so many ups and downs. I recently found out he has multiple dating websites and has even reached out to a few women. I am truly tired and at this point do not feel anything for him. We have not had any sexual relationship in about 1.5 years. I do not like for him to touch me or even really be home many days. I have been emotionally checked out for a while but daily I still try and be the wife I was called to be but I feel for the wrong person. I apologize that this is so long but I haven’t really spoken about this in depth and even when I pray I feel split. I feel like I’m only staying for my children and for the financial support but it hurts me because I don’t want to be that person who unhappily stays and regrets my decisions. Please pray for peace, understanding, and that I hear God’s voice through this all.
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