I don’t want to be alone

by Selina ()

This year in 2023, I’ll have been married for 10 years and I’ve been separated for 3 years since December 30th, 2019. My husband likes men and women and was sexually/mentally abusive for years and I have no proof if he’s cheated on me. This is the 4th and final separation and it’s permanent as everyone, including my church who worked with us and our marriage for years also gave up. I’ve cried out to God for years now for a divorce and I feel like God has forgotten about me. I FEEL FORGOTTEN. I’m going to be 35 this month and I have no idea what a normal marriage is other than what I see on the surface of other peoples’ marriages. I’m lonely and in pain. I wish I knew what a normal and safe hug was because I don’t even know that. I’m born again and know the Lord, but I wish I had a friend. I have an 8 year old son and I wish I had a complete family unit…but with non abusive, normal and loving man. I hope that one day very soon, God remembers me (and my son).

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