My husband is suffering, he is overwhelmed, hopeless, depressed and easily angered. I need a miracle in his life. I hate to see him defeated, but also hate the emotional strain it puts on me and our daughter. I worry about how his behavior will affect her as she grows up.
He needs the peace only God can give. He prays to die. He’s talked about wanting to die so much over the past 15 years, it doesn’t phase me like one would think. It used to hurt me he’d talk that way, but now I don’t react and try to love him through it. Unless he talks about dying in front of our daughter, then I REALLY react!
He’s never been a happy man, but looking back, my memories are of happy times. This year has just been a huge struggle!
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