Hopeless helpless

by Jan ()

Dad died a few months ago. I had to leave the country I live in to come to my 93 year old mother, who has signs of dementia. I see no way forward. I have been here for five month, struggling to deal with a chaotic situation. Nothing has gone well. I am alone, without help or support. I have made a small amount of money I came with last five months for food. I sometimes think that that God is allowing this situation because of a past sin, I don’t even know why or how I did it, except I did, I sinned against god in the worst way. I want God in my life. I don’t know if He has forgiven me. I can see no light or way forward. I am stuck. I can’t go home and leave my mum, I am at rock bottom.

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