I’m a survivor of severe physical abuse from age 3-6 by Mom. It was a secret. The rest of the family was either in school or working. I had no toys We we were very poor. I followed Mom around cuz I didn’t have anything to do. She would turn around and beat me black and blue for 10 days, I counted. I would meet Dad when he came home from work. I’d show him my bruises, he never yelled or cursed. He would just tell her that was she crazy, beating an innocent child. I want so hard to forget this horrible past. I need help forgiving her. I need strength to try to forget this awful pain of hatred and utter anger toward her. I don’t want to be this angry person anymore. I’m tired. Help me to be a positive, loving person I want to be. I don’t want to be angry anymore. Please help me.
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