As I read today’s message I couldn’t help but notice I couldn’t feel. I could relate but I couldn’t feel. I almost always gain insight or some sense of encouragement from my daily prayers.
I have gone through the most overwhelming life changing experiences since I loss my mom April 6, 2020. Then on July 5,2020 I loss my dad. I also loss my only sibling my mom had, my brother who was murdered in January 2006. Her siblings havent spoken to me since her death and I don’t know why. There was no family fight or issues that I knew of. As my mom’s next of kin I had to make decisions without there support. My life is so fragile and broken until I can’t function. I am now out on medical leave from a recent back surgery on September 29th and I still feel like I didn’t have surgery. I tested positive for covid a few weeks ago and I am just a mess.
So I question my life right now and I question GOD? I don’t know if I can take much more.
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