.My husband left me almost a year ago without a word like he was going to work and never came back. He filled for divorce without telling me and was having an affair. In court he said he found some bones in a shoebox and someone said it was witchcraft and I was trying to keep him. I was so angry because I’m not familiar with witchcraft and he knew my beliefs. We’ve been together for 12 years married 6. He told so many lies to try and make me look bad because he walked away. I loved, prayed and supported my husband through everything. Now he’s gotten remarried and preaching again and I feel like a fool, ashamed, embarrassed, angry and bitter and broken. I supported him through all the hurt and him drinking alcohol to cope. I feel like his new wife is reaping the benefits from what I’ve sown. He broke my heart and I can’t seem to stop hurting and move on from loving him and the pain. I’m unemployed after 11 years with my employer and I can’t even begin to look for new employment stuck in pain from the divorce. Now I’m drinking to sleep.