Healing

by K ()

I discovered I was infertile 10 years ago and did not know why but it broke my heart and God showed me He knew and loved me and I became a Christian and did my best to follow Him. I tried to repent of everything and serve the Lord as much as I could, and the Lord blessed me but I got so hurt and tired of being single and guys rejecting me. This past year I started dating my boyfriend but we have been sinning and that broke my heart because I was trying so hard to be celibate and wait for my future husband. But he prays with me and he is good, he has not abandoned me and he’s trying to make it work. I have prayed and asked the Lord that this man could be my husband because I can’t take anymore pain or broken relationships. He is a believer, just has his own weaknesses and failures like me. Please pray for him too. The Lord gave me a job with health insurance and I got to go to the doctor and find out what’s wrong with me and she also told me why I’m infertile, she told me I would need surgery.. Another doctor told me to lose weight. My boyfriend went with me to premarital counseling and he is starting to read the bible again, for which I am so grateful, but I’m still so scared. Is it possible the Lord could heal me, whether through surgery or miraculously, that I can have children, and this is the man I have prayed for and waited for years? Or no? Please pray that whatever God’s will is, I would be able to endure- the heartbreak if this is not the man for me, if God is not going to give me children. But if God will be so gracious and kind to let me and my boyfriend get married, that He would help us and provide for us and let us have babies, and prepare and equip is to be good godly parents. We have a long way to go and time is running out. I know Jesus is coming back soon and I should not be worried about this. I am thankful for everything the Lord has done. He is enough.

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