Lord as I sit here I ask forgiveness of my sins. I pray for strength to hold on, for I’m too weak. The mistakes I’ve made for trying to do it on my own. At times I feel my family will better without me; but something stops me everytime. To struggle with depression is so hard, and not to have a listening ear is harder. You keep waking me when I just can’t go on.
I try to live a life of peace and respect for all. I just don’t understand why I can’t get over these hurdles. Pray for me and my family. I’m losing my home, car and sanity, but I keep moving on. Sleep does not come for me for I am just to weak. Please pray for me.