God I have never felt truly loved for me as a person by a man in my entire life not even my father. Every man I have had a relationship with I felt they were always in it not for the love they had for me but what I could worldly provide them.
For the first time in my life I feel like I have felt what it feels like to be truly loved for who I am but not for what I can provide however, this man has reservations because of a previously failed marriage of his and his worry over being responsible for my children one of which has special needs.
He used to say I will have to figure it out because I love you but then he left me because he was afraid to commit. He hasn’t completely left as he continues to not let go of me and says he can’t and that he still loves me but yet he is not committing to me. I am so afraid of getting hurt again yet I hold on because I believe he truly loves me for me I ask that God give him the ability to trust me and know that everything will be fine and that love for each other is all that is needed in life.
I don’t want to lose the only person in my half over life that I have ever felt loved me for who I am inside and out. God please give him the ability to commit to me and my kids. I love him so much and I am willing to submit to him as a wife is to submit to her husband. I want to have a Godly loving family with him.
Please pray for he and I to become one and live the way God expects a husband and wife to live. I love him and I don’t want to lose him. I love you all! God bless everyone! Thank you for your prayers! God bless all!