I need help to sleep. I only slept three hours and I need to go back to sleep and I can’t. I’m so anxious. My friend is coming today and I don’t know what to do. I need a job and I don’t know how to apply for them. I have a broken and cracked back tooth causing so much pain. I am in a foreign country and I need a dentist. I have incredible lower back pain, my money is running out and I need a family and a place to live permanently for free and a job. My boyfriend doesn’t sleep until 3:30am every night, he is addicted to porn, he doesn’t know Jesus and needs to and he lives in a pig sty it’s so filthy. He sleep under ten quilts to feel safe as he is scared. He is trying to hide. He won’t touch me. The family is depressed bc the brother died and was murdered. The mother never leaves the house. The dad and mum don’t talk and need to make amends. I feel sorry for them but I need a job to earn my own money. I don’t want to end up on the street. I want to be a billionnaire, be married and have good health and go up to a high point and pray but I can’t walk up the hill.
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