Please help deliver me from porn. I know it to be evil and impure. I know it’s participants to be consumed and impure. I’ve identified my triggers of sadness, loneliness, or even being very tired— yet this struggle hasn’t stopped. Off and on through the years, I’ve conquered my mind, only to fall again to the same vice. I need a renewed mind. It’s not porn that I seek— it’s intimacy. And I’ve never known true passion, true intimacy, or true pleasure. Help me to learn about sex and pleasure as You created it— beautiful, pure, and involving a clean mind and conscience. Sex is not filthy. My body is not filthy. And you didn’t make me to see others not be consumed by filth. I hate them. And by participating in porn I am the same. I don’t want to be like them. I want to be as you made me and I want to experience a love and bliss like Adam and Eve in the garden where the world was upright. Please help me follow the true desires of my heart and to be married and exemplify true love, both in relationship and in the sex we will share together. Please cleanse me and renew my mind. I don’t want to dirty my future husband or our relationship by entertaining these dark demonic forces. Please help free me lord. Please help me walk the upright path. I love you. I trust you.