My wedding is next year and alot of the deposits are due. The venue is due this month and theres just so much miscommunication on both sides of the family. I KNOW THIS IS THE ENEMY. I am working in my career job but because I had owed rent from the summer, most of my checks go to that and other bills on top of trying to pay the current rent. When i think im almost through, i feel like im drawn back. I have to move in november too. My car completely went out on me. Its like one thing after another and i feel like i am drowning. I have seen money issues/poverty since a young age. I no longer want to live like this. I no longer want to live a life where i dont know if ill have transportation or a roof over my head. I know the devil is trying to break me down. I am never one to give up but i am tired. This is not living. I pray for a financial breakthrough in my life so that this generational curse may be broken. I pray that the gifts of my hands be blessed and that customers will want to order my cupcakes. I pray that all the deposits will be made and made on time. But most importantly, i pray that I continue to have hope no matter what. That i continue to trust you no matter what. I need your help God. My heart is hurting.
Jeremiah 29:11 reminds me that you have a plan for me.
I know you wont fail me. You will never sit there and watch me suffer. Help me to see what i may not be seeing.
amen
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