Feeling Used

by Zina ()

I just got married 7/2/2022. I feel I was deceived. My husband is a narcissist and I feel used at this point. I was told he would put my name on the house deed that he had just bought before we got married. I have paid half the mortgage every month since the day he bought it and we split the bills. Or he’ll say just pay it and I’ll give it back when I get paid (which he doesn’t. He gets mad if I ask for it). Now he says the house will go to his kids when he die but they’re instructed to let me stay until I die. I buy all the groceries with the excuse I’ll give it back. But he never does. There’s so much more. Jokingly he’ll make a comment, “what’s yours is mine and what’s mine is mine”. But I truly believe he means it.
At this point I am just tired of it all. I want to leave but I don’t want to disappoint God.
My prayer is that God reveals to him that he is mistreating me as a wife. Or that God tells me its okay for me to leave.

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