I am falling apart. My eleven year relationship was a joke. This man took everything away from me, he used me, his family used me. He contacted me to let me know that he is thinking about getting into a relationship. This man lied to me, he claimed when he dumped me he was never going into another relationship again. This man owes me over ten thousand dollars, there are two more that owe me money also. They have never offered to pay me back. I am struggling to deal with this. I am in a dead end job, living paycheck to paycheck. I have a disabled son that I am struggling to help. I was raised in the church, yet my entire life I have been used by everyone that I came in contact with. I don’t understand why. What did I do to deserve the life that I have. My faith is waning. I feel so alone. I don’t know where to turn anymore.