3 years ago I stepped out on my husband who made me loose my home and land, leaving me homeless. I now live with the other man. He treats me so much better but we were both married when we met and the guilt is consuming me because my ex husband wants me back. I get so upset when I think about going back but I don’t want to me lukewarm about the things of God. I want to honor and love God…he deserves that and so much more. While my meager sacrifice does not make me more saved it is an indicator that I really love God and want his will. My ex husband lied to me, and left me for two years and for 13 years while we were married he would do mean hurtful things. He never really bonded with my children who are now grown. I am literally the woman at the well. But I only wish I knew where she was to go from there. Back to the 1st living husband, the last one she was married to or marry the guy she was currently living with. Or maybe she’s gonna be single and alone the rest of her life? I only pray God will forgive me and give me wisdom about what I am to do now. I am still without a home so I would only be able to go back to my parents – which was unexplainably depressing when my last husband left me there for two years. Had he not left I would have never ever done what I did. I do not blame him though because I made those choices in my own… lacking faith and courage to face my new life near 50 as a new empty nester!, homeless and abandoned by my husband who said I could live with him 3 hours away from all of of my family and would not come home, no matter how much I cried or asked. The affair that came over 2 years later I hurt many people and offended God, I’m sure. Please pray for me
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