Today I woke up and haven’t had a drink yet. Last night I blacked out and found out I have some apologies to make. I’m at a place where I don’t want to drink anymore but also I just wanna get drunk. It’s almost like I’ve lost my decision to choose. I believe in Jesus and that he doesn’t want me to be a drunk.
Would you please pray for me to stay off alcohol for good. It’s the main obstacle that is messing up my entire life. I just wanna be sober.