God, I need the collective to pray for me. I am grateful for the life I have lived. I’ve seen the light and darkness of the world. I am only 22, I’ve felt the depths of the ocean, betrayal and bliss. I’ve felt the top of the universe, joy and confusion. I am not sure where my direction is. I have been suffering some abdominal discomfort and dehydration and I feel fear that I may have liver issues. I have no lover. I have no friends. All I have is me, you spirit God, and this phone device that has been continuously causing havoc in my life since I was a girl. Seeking love, seeking friendship, seeking aesthetics online only to come to the realization after 3/4 years that you are my life partner God. I feel embarrassed and angry and ashamed for betraying my relationship with you and seeking comfort in the world. Please forgive me. Restore my heart. Restore my bodily health. Remind me daily of the importance of putting you above this earth. I hate sin. I praise you. If I die, I am grateful, if I live I am grateful. No desire for anything but God. Amen.
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