I am here in this city alone basically. I’ve always been the helper not receiver of help. I help out of love. I care for seniors but without transportation I haven’t been able to. I love going to my church but I don’t always have a ride. I’m live off disability, my income is limited. I believe that God has always been with me for he’s brought me through the loss of my only child, my parents, and even an attempt on my life directed by my very own sister. But in times of such despair and depression and desperation, I feel left alone on an island far from humanity. I don’t want to have these feelings. I pray to God everyday and night. I study his word faithfully, but I question how He responds to me. I honestly lack understanding, wisdom and discernment. I pray for this as well. I often cry out “help me Jesus” daily. I am so grateful for all that I’ve been blessed with, yet I still feel lack.
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